(sorry if this is in the wrong place..i didn't know where to post this.)

wtf i think i have serious anger problems or something..

like for example, the other day i was at my boyfriends house and i was laying on his bed talking to him then it was quiet and all of a sudden i got the sudden urge to stab myself in the leg with something, and i actually envisioned doing it..

then after that, at school one day, my best friend casie was sitting beside me in class. then all of a sudden i got this urge to take my fist and just punch her in the back really hard..and i actually envisioned myself doing it...wtf?