I had some bad dreams last nite of the past and I have a journel for just dreams I just feel like nothing today,I have to hold my head up when I leave my room, cause this patiant here thinks he knows whats is wrong with me,he thinks whatever I do it's for attention and he's not even not an MD I don't have the energy to fight with him latly I just have to make it good and try not to lose it so thats why I feel like a nothing. cause most ppl. don't notice me unless I do something outragous. (I don't have the energy today)It's time to put on the happy face and face the world see ya later