I have been with my husband for 4 yrs. When we first started dating he would talk about different sexual experience during the heat of the moment. I thought this was just something that was a turn on to him because that was the only time we discussed it. After awhile he would ask me if I ever thought about being w/ another woman. When I told him yes as in a fantasy he kept pursuing the idea. We finally ended up going to a swingers bar and I had a great time. We have been two times all together. Well we haven't been in awhile and I am not sure how I feel about it anymore. He has been wanting to go and says he wants us to be able to be care free like we use to be. The thing is I am not the person I use to be. I am on my meds and going to counseling and I am a totally diff person than I use to be. The thing is I don't know how I feel about it anymore. I wonder if this would be mentally harmful to me or am I just over reacting? Anybody have ant ideas on this? And yes I know this is not right in the eyes of God, that is another thing kinda bothering me.