sadly not yet.

my first therapist wasn't really all that good... i must say..

and i've been out of contact with therapists, pychs and even g.ps for a year and a half.


so.. it's kinda been buzzing round my head.. alot, really.
i've had a few outbursts online. hehehh
and have received some invaluable support from kind people on forums.

but, i haven't had a chance to talk to the med team about it.
my friends don't believe me... my mum has had her fair share of my dads ways.
my old therapist didn't believe me. she thought that i was being paranoid/neurotic...

But.. the psychiatrist who 're-diagnosed' me recently took me seriously.. she's the one who wrote me the letter stating i need a 1 bed flat as a matter of urgency.

i'll get to talk to a therapist, but currently am in the que.
but i feel stuck right now. i'm in too much of a mess to approach leaving.. but i can't get better without leaving... always these damn catch 22s. lol

Cheers Open Eyes
BX