((((( granite ))))

I care SO much about you. You know that, right?

And here's something to know about me.....I have SI'd....and I still have the urges to SI....and I still 'emotionally SI'......

And, just the other day, when I was going through this whole jealousy issue....I mentally took that part of me....that little girl that sits by herself in the corner who is needy and wants love....THAT is the little girl in me that feels the jealousy....I mentally took that part of me out and stabbed her and tore her to shreds, HATING her for having needs and wanting to be loved and for feeling jealous.....

I hope that knowing this about me doesn't make you care about me any less or think any less of me.....I am struggling to find my way - and you are too. It's ok.

((((( HUGS ))))