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granite1 · Mar 29, 2012, 06:43 AM

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Originally Posted by CantExplain

((granite))

thanks cant

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Originally Posted by karebear1

OMG Granite..... I am in awe of you girl! You did good, good work today. I know earlier you were afraid to even go to therapy- and you went. Then, as hard as it was, you spoke and you spoke honestly. What integrity you have! You could've lied, but you told the truth.

Somewhere inside- maybe deep, deep down inside- doesn't it make you feel good that although you've said very few words in therapy, T knows you well enough to tell you what you are thinking. I believe that would make me feel like I was special to her. That we were connected in some way. Do you feel connected to her Granite?

I am so proud of you again! (((((((((Granite)))))))))

i think my T knowing what is going on in my head and my SI is terrifying but you guys are all helping me keep things real and seeing things in a differnt way as i think about all this.i never saw it as a connection to her but i was floored that she was saying the things that she was saying.i wanted her to stop because it was so humiliating.i think i feel differnt now.

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Originally Posted by googley

((((((((((((Granite)))))))))))

She wont think you are disgusting or not want to work with you. I think is is awesome that you were able to share all this with her. That is a major step and you should be proud of yourself, and I am sure your T is proud of you too for you being able to share. I am so proud of you for being able to share so much today. Being scared is okay. Going back is what is important.

today i am tired and wanting to hide in my room again.all of this is a lot to take in but i am trying to see things as being ok.i dont want to think about what it is going to be like to go back next week.a big part right now wants to call monday and cancel.

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Originally Posted by FourRedheads

Lots of safe hugs, Granite.

You are not disgusting or awful. Your T is helping you. I know it hurts; I feel the pain in your post. I feel it too and worry my T thinks I am so gross and hating myself.

Granite, your writing is beautiful. Your emotion comes out so well.

thanks FRH i'm sorry you are struggling with the same sort of feelings.most of what i wrote are my T words.and my thoughts

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Originally Posted by rainbow8

I agree with all the posts. You are not disgusting at all, granite.

Your session may have been difficult for you, but your T is trying to help you. She wants you to come back. She cares about you and will not abandon you. You're going to be all right. I know that.

thanks rain i can't believe i shared what was running through my head and i see that i am here today to look at things in a differnt light .that i am ok and the world didnt crash around me.YET

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Originally Posted by bluemountains

(((((granite1)))))
I know she sees you for how wonderful, kind and caring you are!
Bluemountains

thanks bluemountains you are so sweet.