Oh yeah, I relate so completely. I may have to print out these posts and bring them to T. I am saddened that people have gone on for years feeling this way. I just can't do this for years. It's too painful. I either have to quit T or work it through. My big task is making sure T is up to the task of handling it.

It just blows my mind that other people go through this. It makes me so sad. It's such a lonely feeling...and just awful when your therapist won't give you those loving accepting feelings. My t is kind of in between. I can't tell the truth of what she does because I'm blind by my love for her.

I know people on here have moved through this.

WTH