Thanks Madisgram and Roadie! I will definitely try to talk to her about it again, try to get her to understand where I am coming from. We've been friends for a long time, before we both started using drugs (in my case, abusing). I think the reason she is pushing it is because she has the ability to moderate and wants me to be able to moderate my usage as well. I've attempted moderation before, but it just does not work for me, I'm too much of an escapist for that. I guess I can start the conversation with that bit of info and go from there.