I wanted to tell my doctor this but I couldn't do it. I'm a normal weight right now so no one know I am having issues yet. Sometimes it just feels imposible to eat. I don't get hungry anymore, and even when I have intentions of eating something I get it in front of me and I just can't manage more than a few bites. It actually makes me ill to think about it and I have to get it away. Even with that I am still terrified of gaining my weight back and track everything.