Hi Open Eyes,
thanks for the response. nothing new has really came about yet as far as memories. some underlying rage has surfaced that im not sure where it came from and its not directly towards something...just an internal feeling of rage. starting to dig a little deeper in therapy. continued EMDR and its gotten more comfortable...i think it will be helpful as my brain seemed to always be all over the place and that seems to be a good fit since you're supposed to just let your thoughts go wherever they take you. we'll see what happens. T says there's a lot of red flags and my body is reacting the way it does for a reason...and that makes total sense. i get that. but i feel like i need something concrete....remembering he touched me inappropriately or something to that nature. it just makes if confusing to not have anything to tie it to. *sigh*