((((2bme)))),

Keep that optimism, it is very important to your healing. Yes, I do know the fear as well, be very patient and kind to yourself, make sure you self sooth a lot and remind yourself that you did survive it, you are working on resolving it in your mind so you can slowly move on. Yes, I hear you about feeling like you are a different person, me too. Don't be alone now, come here and talk whenever you need it ok?

((((((Hugs))))
Open Eyes