I am sorry to hear that you are sad. I just joined the site today and I am taking the tour. Care to talk about what is bothering you? I just started dealing with Depression and other things at 35 and it is so difficult. I have found that taking all those sad and crazy feelings and emptying my brain really helps. Of course it fills back up, but as long as I keep cleaning it out I am fine. If talking would help you out, I would be more than happy to listen!!