Well, I actually emailed my therapist yesterday. I kept thinking I would 'figure it out' but for me a lot of the time figuring it out turns into hoping it will resolve itself. We have an appointment tomorrow. She will help me come up with a plan. The thought of kneeing him in the balls crossed my mind last time, lol. Not funny, but...you know.

I'm afraid if I leave 'things' will get worse. We are separated right now. Live in separate apartments. That's a start, I suppose.