I have ruined the life of my ex-husband. I want to have at least a bit of contact with him, but he does not - he has had enough and I trigger him as a reminder of all the bad things that I had done. I am not in contact with my three children. I am out of work, probably permanently, and I did not have to be.
I have brought it on myself and my former family. Destruction and self-destruction. Stupidity, not listening to my then husband's good advice and warnings, prolonged untreated manias of grandiose and angry kind. And much more. And most importantly, irresponsibility.
I am sure there are others now in the middle of destruction. I feel that I can help by being proof that destruction can be final and irreversible. I also can show steps that can be taken to prevent the final destruction. I can offer advice on dealing with doctors to get real help.
What should I do to start helping others? I am especially interested in those in my area.
The idea is not mine - it belongs to my ex-husband, but I like it. It seems like something that can pull me together.
Last edited by hamster-bamster; Mar 30, 2012 at 04:00 PM.
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