[QUOTE=dubblemonkey;2297364]...I have little to say about this and I'm pleased enough about that! I am not new to being sober for a while and really wanting to have a drink.
Today was no different to any other day when I've had the urge... But I am just too damn scared to do anything about it!......I become the worst version of me and I'm afraid of me like that[/QUOTE

This says it all!!! Thanks dubblemonkey..