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Originally Posted by dragonfly2
There was a recent article in a bipolar magazine that addressed this. Here's a link to an excerpt of it:
http://bphope.com/Item.aspx/915/accentuate-the-positive
I, too, am on disability, so I won't go off spouting platitudes about how fabulous it is to be bipolar...  ... but imagine a world without the creative side of our illness, without the inventions, without the inspiration that mania, in its milder forms, can bring. And even the depressions have their merit, though it is harder to believe when we're in the middle of one.
None of us asked for this, and yes, some days it really sucks. But like others have said, it doesn't need to have complete control. We are able to manage it to some degree and need to focus on the days when we feel well and remember these days on the days when we're sidelined.
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My mania used to create a lot of good ideas, and I at one point had a business at the age of 15 (it went bankrupt when I spent £6000 in 3 days during a severe manic episode and subsequently a section). But. These days...my mania only consists of rage; paranoia; hallucinations; irritability and a constantly changing mood.
I get disability. £60 a week. That's not going to cover a flat or an apartment. Or bills. Or anything really.
Sorry for negativity. I'm just horrible right now XD
RB ♥
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