I've only really experienced one or two mixed episodes since I was diagnosed. The first one was during a hospital admission.

This is worse than the depression. It's worse than the mania. It's like the eye of two storms growing into one huge storm.

I don't think I've ever experienced anything like this before. I don't know if it's related, but I'm so stressed because of it, I think it actually caused a headache.

What is this ****?