Day eight complete. I was amazed that I was able to sleep through the night without waking until my alarm went off. It's been a really long time since that's happened.

The cravings last night and today were beyond unbearable. It's a good thing I had to work all day today, otherwise I would have been at home all day driving myself crazy. I had cravings for drugs I haven't done in years. UGH I can make it over this hurdle, I can do it.... I just need to keep my chin up... keep myself distracted with accomplishing my goals... I can't seem to focus on my schoolwork though, it's starting to pile up and I'm getting overwhelmed This is my last semester, then I can take a break, need to remember that. A little over a month left, I can make it through this, I just need to pick myself up off the ground and get to work.

I made myself relax yesterday, didn't do much but watch a movie, listen to music, read a book, just enjoy a day off. Felt good for the most part. A little recoup session before trying to tackle homework again. Almost necessary at the end of the semester, except scary to take because so much work begins to pile up right around now. BUT I can do this and I will do this. Tomorrow