Ugh. I feel so ANGRY! Ask me in five minutes, I'll be laughing and telling you how I got it all figure out. AAAGH wtf is going on with me?

I'm still trying to figure my disorder out, obviously.

So mania is major episodes that include excessive sex, gambling, shopping, and delusions.

Hypomania is when you think you're happy but you're really not.

Happiness is....I don't even know what happiness feels like. Everytime I feel like I'm happy, someone is telling me I'm really not and I'm just manic.

What is the difference between the three? How do I know when I am happy and when I am manic. AGH I'm just so angry.