I think about it a lot myself. Not as much as I used to, but I also find it really comforting when I'm not in that dark place. To me, it's a beautiful escape. I believe in an afterlife, so I just kind of fantasize about getting to that place and how nice it will be to finally be free of all the stupid crap we have to go through day to day.

The thing about that is it's hard to tell someone that isn't bipolar. They always immediately jump to "you must be suicidal!" Which I'm not. I haven't been for a few years now, but for some reason, it's just a really nice thing to dream about.