Hey again! You know, I just started back on my meds a few weeks ago. Before I started them my outlook on life sounded just like yours. I lost all interest in everything, I felt sad (no matter what) lost, alone and so angry. I can honestly say that I feel so much better! I wake up ready to tackle the world, and this is the first time I actually felt happy in years. I had my doctor start me on a low dose of a mood stabilizer, and antidepressant, so far so good Not knowing anybody with the same problems outside of the computer is hard, but I realize that being here and being able to just talk about my problems and talk to others about their issues helps more than I could have hope. Things will get better, you just have to trust yourself and try to stay positive