Ok I think lots of do this and feel some sort of comfort in it. What I wonder tho if this is a healthy thing when we are feeling better. Or is it lingering feelings or not actually feeling so good.

You made a decision to live. What happenes when you try to fantasize about living? I notice with myself as long as I entertain the fantasies about dying it holds me back a bit, from actually living in the fullest I can. Fantasizing about living has always been tricky for me. The more I do it the, the easier and more fulfilling it becomes.

I had to use books and videos, get ideas from various places about this. It doesn't come naturally to me. I know people laugh and mock stuff like the secret alot. And while I myself think the video might be a bit over the top, and I might not fully agree with everything said. Stuff like that gives me fuel to fantasize about living. After I spend some time doing it, I feel pretty pretty great, very content.

I wonder what happenes for you tho when you try it, or if you do. I think it's worth a try.