I'd buy a nice property, a nice car... Nice clothes and makeup, perfume, shoes, handbags, a smart phone, lovely home furnishings...

And I'd see my therapist maybe twice a week or so if she permitted it, more time to work through all my stuff.

I'd have the freedom and finances to fund an education in whatever career I desired, so I'd focus on figuring out a career path, and then I'd aim to enjoy being a student second time around! Hopefully then I'd qualify to do something worthwhile - something I'd want to do rather than have to do.

Maybe I'd focus on my art...

I would travel, extensively - especially across America.

Oh to dream! It would just take so much pressure and despair out of my life.

And, I'd find a way to help people. And animals.