You're not alone on this. I freak out if my T gets up out of his chair. He's done it a few times, but he knows now to warn me that he has to get up to go get the pens and paper or a book or something. And I can't walk past him while he's standing up, it just feels too vulnerable.

It's odd because I trust HIM, I just don't seem to remember that I trust him in the spur of the moment?