xrainstormx

Are you old enough to leave home yet?

Or is there another relative or friend you could live with for a bit?

Sounds like your family are not very supportive or understanding of how you feel.

Maybe making the big decision of leaving would help you, and then you could see a doctor who is not connected to your family?

Food for thought......even if you can't do that now........something for the future?

Take care.