((((ladyjane4rent)))

Oh, I am glad to hear you have a therapist. I hear you about the anger, it is going to take time to work that out, I have that too and yes it does come out. It is not all people that abuse, but yes some people abuse and are very distrubed people.

You have a lot to work on, layers of feeling and parts of your past to sort through.
Keep in working on this in therapy. Did this therapist diagnose you with PTSD?
If so then she understands what that is and can help you with it. You have a lot to work through, yes it takes time, I have been working on it too, it gets better slowly, takes time and patience.

(((Hugs)))
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