i am the same exact way, been seeing t a very long time and i have no idea why

it used to bother me a lot, mostly thinking he would try to touch me.

Then one time he did get up and sit next to me, so i got up yelled at him then he moved back. i almost left the room, then after he sat back down he yelled at me and said "I was trying to be close" never could figure out what he meant.

just wanted to let you know you are not alone