Thank You Hankster. That's what I needed! I agree. I think that the consultation team did this. That is exactly what I said.

I said, " X did this didn't he?" X is the name of the psychiatrist at the practice that I don't like. I don't even use Dr. when I talk about him.

He said, "No KC, I thought long and hard about this and this is a decision that I made." Well, I think he was just thinking it was a good way to get rid of me. I told him that and he told me to breath in "wise mind" and find the truth. I just stared out the window and told him I didn't feel anything. He was trying to get me to come back into the room and I just bolted. I ran, and ran.

My heart is broken. I really loved this man. Not in the kind of love that is romantic or weird or anything. It was a love that formed because he has raised me in a sense. It is a betrayal to me. I would rather be beaten again than feel this pain. My heart is sinking and it physically hurts really bad.