I believe you have great self-awareness, and from what I know from interacting with you, you'll be a great Dr. Personally, if I were to go the med route again, I'd PREFER a bipolar Dr. That way I know I'm being understood and cared for, and not just by someone who's going by what they read in some text book. I have HUGE problems with pdocs and their theories/case studies about bp, meds and what acceptable side effects are. How can they decide if they've never been subjected to these side effects? Beats the hell out of me.
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YOU WILL BE AN ASSET TO YOUR PATIENTS