Yep, I agree with Improving, I think you should go back.

Honestly, if I were going to sit down and write out the worst way a therapist could handle this thing, it would be close to exactly what your therapist did.

I'm not saying that his actions were right or appropriate. I would be blazingly hurt if my therapist, not only didn't deliver on a promise, but totally reversed position seemingly out of the blue.

It's a total bag of crap and he left it right on your doorstep.

However, people make mistakes and therapists are people. Stuff like this happens all the time in dealing with people.

Yeah, we could say that this derails the whole shabang, but in actuality, we get to go back into the relationship and slog it out with them. It's how sustained, meaningful and beneficial relationships are forged. We get to have that. We don't have to run.

It's usually worth it to stick it out, but there are no guarentees. I would at least go back in there and try to work through the problem.

Also regarding the guy on the cliff... I think you might be very very surprised at how many people harbor those thoughts. It doesn't mean that you are screwed up, but rather entirely human. The fact of the matter was that you didn't push the guy.

I think this will all work out. I really do. It hurts, I get that, but I don't think it's worth cashing out.