I know what connection is in real life and it goes okay. I can look at people I have a connection with and we can know what the other is thinking or will do and accept and go on.
I struggle with it with the therapist. I do not want one with the therapist. If I must accept I have to have one to have therapy work, then I want only enough of a connection such that the therapy will work. I guess there must be some connection I have whether I wanted it or not because when I quit I feel sort of sad and go back. Maybe I don't want to want a connection with the woman.