((((((( HUGS ))))))) ~ ~ ~ ~ ((((((( HUGS )))))))
I hear YOU and I understand..... and yes, reading love stories can become an addiction - just like romance novels can.... they are some times called the porn of a woman's heart.... it fills what another has failed to meet in us.
Please keep coming back and keep talking about how you are feeling and what you are feeling right before longing onto the computer.... for it is thru the chatting and talking that you will find your answer..... VENT away until you can VENT no more.
Be patient with your self and remember that it takes doing something for at least 21 days to stop a habit..... this is the start to the end of your struggle.
LoVe,
Rhapsody -