I don't really know what to say here. I am sorry for not being so supportive the last few days. I am having to admit to myself that I am very depressed and overwhelmed right now. The big thing is my workman's comp case. I don't know when it will be settled and since this all began my credit has been ruined. I have bill collectors calling me all day long. Thank goodness for caller id. I don't answer it anymore. I hate being in this funk!!!!!!!!!! I am so sick of pretending nothing is bothering me and I know once the case is settled I will be better.
2. I want a baby. I can't have one so adoption is the only way to get one. then it goes back to the wc case. no money, no baby. then I think geesh Elaine you will be 49 friday!!
3. I seem to feel everyone's pain except my own til I am on overload. why is it so hard for me to feel my own til then? who knows? not me.
ok enough rambling.
I just wanted everyone to know I have not forgotten but just couldn't offer support right now.
Also I have been so afraid of posting stuff about myself here. really putting myself out here now though

Much love and peace to everyone.