My mom.. she used to be great. Now I feel like she doesn't really care about me at all. I miss when my mom cared about me. Last night she actually talked to me.. i felt cared about. But today is like usual again.. she keeps cancelling my T appointments.. she doesn't understand that i need them more than ever, i keep getting more and more depressed. She doesn't want to drive me to my appointment tomarrow, so she's going to reschedule it.. and when i told her that i really need it.. she said ' oh just go suck your thumb you little baby and stop complaining to me ' she just doesnt understand.. i dont know how to live with her anymore..