Yes, what go around, comes around. Karma for sure.
I am the other woman. My lover sent me a text. Didn't make sense...I am older than him, he texted" r u sure you want to do this?", I said "what?", he said "u know". I said "be friends?". he said "yes." I said "why?" He said, "so much older than you..."
that's when I realized that text was meant for someone else. someone he had hooked up with the night before. oh crushed. but really, i guess a blow to my ego was exactly the wake up call I needed to set me straight. when you dabble in the world of affairs...what the hell do you expect? exclusivity? i felt stupid but then realized that it has nothing to do with me...i chose to play in that world, the fact that he had multiple women should not have surprised me at all.
I am in intense therapy and I am opening up some deep seated wounds from my childhood to address the root of why i am driven to get men's attention. if you were looking in from the outside, you would think that I have the most ideal life. something most women dream about. and i am risking it for an addiction.
wish me luck...it is hard and I feel intense feelings of revenge.