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Jealousy comes along with depression. What you're describing sounds "normal". At times, i'm guilty of envying my sister. I love her and look up to her but she is so different than me and I envy her because of that. I cant' help but wonder if I weren't like this, how I would have turned out. I can relate when you mention getting help now that you're older...I wish someone would have noticed something or asked me how I felt instead of brushing off how I felt.
Edit after reading Confused's post. I can't help but to be resentful towards my parents about this...I mean, about not noticing anything. They were both so wrapped up in their own world that they didn't talk to me and see if maybe there was something going on. There were tons of obvious signs. At times I feel bad about resenting them but I can't help it.
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