I think the very fact that it makes you uncomfortable means you shouldn't lower your standards to do this. You did mention God and if He is a factor in your life, why would you deliberately violate his commandment? We all fight what we know to be right from time to time. What answer do you want, something to coddle you into thinking you won't suffer emotionally or what I believe to be the truth.. it will eat you up inside, if not also with STDs or AIDS. IMO.

TC do the right thing for you...