My life actually is a dead end. I still live with my parents, i'm still single, i have a dead end job which makes me ashamed to tell what i do, can't afford college or a technical institute(don't ask community college where i am from that doesn't exist). Everyday i live a life of grief, shame, regret and hate i wish to end but i can't. It's all due to haven't choose wisely how to plan my future. My two brothers have chosen their path to their life(they graduated from college and have a family)and me their big brother stuck in Miserable Life,Failville. I talked to my parents about my plans for my future but they believe i'm selfish and that i shouldn't imitate my brothers. Actually i feel i'm imitating a slacker-life person even i ain't that type of person. I can't stand living this anymore i want to end this for good and have a new life but it's impossible. I feel ashamed of myself. I can't stand this anymore i'm sick of this life of a loser i'm living with me. I want to get rid of this cancer named failure eating my flesh. I want a solution NOW!!!