Well, I have found it very hard to make friends here in england, i have lived here since 2003 and i started work straight away, the people from work are all my son's age, which makes me feel like their mum or aunt.

Due to the paranoia thing, i do find it hard to make friends so i tend to stick with my animals (2 snakes and cat) my boyfriend and my family, then of course, i have the problem with actually going out at all, i do my grocery shopping online because i just cannot go out. it sucks. i have become the opposite of what i used to be.

Thank god for animals though. Reading, internet, cable and my bed.