I'm tired of feeling.

For a long time, I got used to being emotionally blunted and things didn't phase me much. It was easy to function and not worry about things going on. Now, I feel like I feel too much. I've been stable on/off for about two months and I have anxiety because I've suddenly become aware of things that I'd totally dismissed. They aren't life threatening, but it's ANNOYING. I don't want to think about my impeding doom or how I'm going to make my money-ends meet. Enough anxiety right now that the Seroquel isn't making me tired. I feel neurotic.

I need to learn how to deal with this though, because it's probably better that I'm able to function without feeling like I'm on a cloud. Emotions feel like a hindrance, sometimes.

I realize I sound stupid.