Anyway kacey, stay safe , sweetheart. Let us know what happens. Whatever you decide is ok. ( except taking more sleeping pills) watch tv, eat ice cream, run naked through the street if you want, go to the hospital, or go to work, or call a crisis line, dye your hair
purple if you want, go dancing, move to mexico, join a biker gang, change your name, get a tattoo if you need to, jump on the bed,
Throw eggs in the shower-- do whatever you please but stay safe and no more sleeping pills. Sending you hugs and my dog sends kisses.