I TOLD YOU THAT IF I FAILED THE TEST TODAY I WOULD NEED TO CALL YOU. I TOLD YOU WHAT TIME I'D BE CALLING AND YOU SAID THAT YOU DIDN'T THINK I'D FAIL BUT THAT YOU WOULD BE ABLE TO TALK THEN.

WELL GUESS WHAT? I FAILED, I'M AN ABSOLUTE MESS AND YOU'RE NOT AT WORK! I'M SO ANGRY AND HURT!

I'm sitting on my bed in a ball crying, I don't even know how long I've been here. I don't know what to do, I feel so unsafe and on edge. it's 2.5weeks till I see you again because I'm going away in a couple of days. I feel so let down. I don't feel like I'll make it the 2.5weeks. I know I'm going all BPD but whatever I don't care. this is something I knew I would need support over and I tried to put it in place but you let me down.