So, as of this month it's been two years since I started walking again.this month has been really hard for me in so many way because I am as of now unable to resume the job I have had for the past year now. But this really all stems from October of 2009. I was a senior in high school. I had lost a substantial amount of weight and had decided that it was going to be the best year of my life. On the way to school one morning I flipped my truck and was thrown from the vehicle. Figures it was the first morningEVER that I didn't put on my seat belt. I broke my neck, both of my legs, my breastplate, lacerated my kidneys and a lung, and wound up in the hospital for two months. I mad a meraculous recovery in just 9 months and was able to attend prom in May of 2010. But things were different. I started driving in June and from then on it was all fine and dandy until newyears 2011 I was on my way home from a friends house and it was horrible. Everything felt like it was in slo-mo I got really hot and shaky, I couldn't breath, I got a wierd taste in the back of my throat, and I felt like I was going to pass out. I lost depth perseption and started freaking out. I pulled over on the side of the roJad and went crazy trying to calm myself down. I sat there do ten minutes and onece I was calm started driving again. When I got home all I could think about was what would've happened if I had have happened if Id have passed out. Ever since then I've been fighting this whole "I'm outrunning death" irrationality. I know it's not a sane though and most of the time I can throw it on the back burner but when I get in a vehicle there's no stopping it. Could someone please help me make sense of this Paranoia!