But I can't tell her....and there is a sort of a resigned sorrow I feel about that, a sense of poignant loss, but yet a sense of gain too.....because she did help me see something I had not seen before - that I AM an overcomer - and even though I can't tell her that, it doesn't really matter, because that truth is still mine!
I am overcoming the loss of her and overcoming the painful twists and turns therapy took with her at the end....but in an irony, I am able to overcome that in part because of the strength/resilience she helped me see I had.....
No one really needs to respond to this.....a lot of my posts about T1 are just me working toward a fuller peace and insight and healing from my experience with her and it helps me to move forward, not forget her but forgive her and myself, to let go of the pain and hold on to the love....so thanks for bearing with me!