Thanks for the support. I can't put into words how miserable I feel. I don't know how I'm going to get through this week until the next session.

I am furious with her...yet I know as soon as I see her next week I won't be able to say a word. I know she was trying to help, in her own way. I am so confused about everything. I suddenly feel so helpless and depressed. I am afraid of T...weird as that sounds..the sense of connection has suddenly vanished and I feel I have to avoid her. This has come after feeling really close to her and wanting to be near her emotionally and physcially. Now I feel she doesn't really like me or care and I'm just a nuisance who invades her time. Far from wanting to be near her I won't give her the satisfaction of telling me I have overstepped a single boundary.