I agree with madisgram, I'm glad you're posting, but I picture you pretty much waiting for the addictions to go away and not doing much else. If that's all you're doing, I'd be using again, if I were you. I did the 90 meets in 90 days. I got a sponsor. I started my program. I started on the 12 steps and spent a month working on why I could never do step 1. I worked so hard!

I don't want you to hear this as complaint. It's not. But I am concerned. I've never heard of anyone's addictions just fading away. But that's what you seem to be hoping for. Is it?

Roadie