Hi

I got 2 questions in one actually.
First of all, I feel clingy. Like, when I'm always there for my friends, I expect them to be there for me. Now my friend has some troubles with her boyfriend, and I have some stuff going on too (just stuff I think is quite big for me) and I'm there for her, when she texts it's about him, when she calls it's about him, when we talk online it's about him, then I'm like..why not ask how I'm doing?
I know she needs to cope with all things but I feel like I'm there for her all the time and she's accepting it without feeling the need to be there for me..
I know this sounds kinda selfish...
Problem is, that makes me think she doesn't care, which makes me think she doesn't like me anymore which makes me dramatize everything and think I lost my best friend. I hate it how I think, things like this make me think so negative, and makes me wanna be miss dramaqueen "nobody likes me" *pout*
U know? How can I stop thinking like this? We've been best friends for over a year..

Second thing is boys. I've been single for over 3 years now and I only met guys that are "in it for fun", but I'm not. I'm 22 and I'm ready to finally have a good, serious relationship with someone. I thought I met someone last year (the guy I already posted about) but he's out of the picture, I'm tired of it.
Last weekend I met another guy, he seemed into me, but now I'm like: oh, i want him to text me every day and ask me how my day was, i want him to ask me out and all that, bladibla, you know? It's like, the moment I meet a nice guy (that seems nice) I wanna jump ahead and be in a serious relationship already, without the whole dating/flirting/waiting thing.
I wanna take things slow but even now, I only met him this weekend and I think about him every day. I don't even know if he's a good guy for me or not.
I really wanna stop this..