Dear T, flashbacks are returning. i hate that. not cool at all!
i hope you did not know this would happen and not warn me!

and i also figured something out last night. when i go to sessions and i am worried about what you are thinking about me, i shut down. too many bad thoughts going through my head.

if i go to session and not care what you think, i can just spill my guts and tell you all the weird thoughts, feelings and crazy $hit in my head...

i do seem to get in more trouble when i do that though!