Yes, it's called having a low self-esteem with anxiety. You start to doubt whether you're cool enough to be bipolar. You look in the mirror, you hesitate. It's a standard of excellence, so of course, you're going to sometimes question whether you got hired based on your resume, the color of your skin, the size of your penis, etc

This is the true test.

Take a piece of paper and start writing down all the stupid, insane crap you've done in your life, list them all out, and if you can see a picture of a deranged person, then you're probably doodling and you can't follow simple directions. But post your results anyway, we need a drawing/art thread here