Oh my god. Just can not believe this night. I just got a call from my aunt. (My cuz committed SU in Jan). His long-term gf just found her mom dead today. She died from alcoholism. GF ended up calling my aunt while she was trying to do CPR on her mom. GF is so upset because her mom isn't a believer and she say's that she won't be able to go to heaven. Poor little girl. She is a couple years younger than me, a Jr in high school. Why is life so hard?!? I feel like a total loser for spiraling out about t when things like this happen.